It's interesting how just a single event can spark enough motivation and thought to remove the writer's block that has been plaguing me for the past few weeks. Perhaps "writer's block" isn't the best description for what I have been feeling. I think it could be more accurately described as laziness and a genuine lack of motivation. But when the mood's right and the music strikes that feeling...I just can't help but want to share my thoughts with the world.
I feel lost. Those simple words contain more meaning and fear than any that I have spoke in the last few years of my life. It seems as though there are too many things keeping me from moving forward at the rate that I want. Professionally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. When I don't write about these things, I don't internalize them. Instead, they float around and plague me with despair and I typically have no idea what is wrong with me.
I'm not sure what it is. Maybe it's the overwhelming sensation that I don't belong here as much as I once thought I did.
Everything is a distraction.
I've had so many that I don't even remember what it is I was first trying to do.
"I'll reinvent it all." I convince myself while sipping my second attention-driven latte of the day. Do you have any idea what any of this means? It's a solution to everything and it's more complex than you might think.
It isn't temporary anymore.
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