:: step three

Institute change.

Tomorrow I may take a different way home. Perhaps I'll stop off at a cafe and and mingle with the locals. I may even drive for miles until I realize that I no longer no where I am. Incidentally, that is very hard to do around here.

Today I struggled through a million different thoughts and I wallowed in my defeat against lack of sleep. It's amazing how one's character is illuminated in times of difficulty. More importantly, it's incredible how differently people perceive this so-called "character" and how stable these false notions of "self" have become. Hell, given the right mood I might even believe it.

There are a million ways to approach this and a limitless supply of whit that is bottled away in my mind. You've seen it, you've felt it, but you've never known what I truly meant. Do I really need to illustrate my point or are these past few sentences proof enough? You'll understand it and even relate to it so perhaps there's no need to argue. I'm not here to explain myself.

I want to get lost in cities and broken translations. I imagine you might guess what movie I watched tonight.